Every year, festivals are the days that I hate it.
It is really very fun and nice when it comes to these days for everyone.
But I just hate it.
Today is Chinese New Year Eve.
It will be fun and nice that family are gathering to eat reunion dinner. For me, it is nothing fun and nice at all. This is like a something that I feel that it is just going to start the another year and more things will be happening soon once the year starts.
First, schooling.
Schooling is a sucker that I have to do the things that I do not want to. Have to choose the FYP project already, but I do not know what to say and how to say and I have only one person, how to choose. This is so boring and sian that we have to choose one of the projects. Super Duper Boring and Sian.
FYP FYP FYP, F*** FYP!!!
People always say after schooling, is the days that we can have rest/relax and we can have a high-pay and good job.
BULL SHIT!!! and also SO WHAT?!?!?!?!?
WHAT FOR NEED A GOOD JOB?!?!?!?
I know that high-pay job is good because we can use the money to buy what we wanted. But hey, come on, high-pay job is not the rest days and relax job also. It might be more difficult and have much more customers who are difficult to handle.
SO........................................
WHAT FOR STUDYING FOR ALL THIS?!?!?!?
WHY THERE ARE A WORD/PLACES SUCH AS SCHOOL, STUDY, BOOKS?!?!?
BULL SHIT!!!
Say the truth, I rather be working like the past and also do not want to work just a "GOOD" places with "GOOD" pay.
Working in such a "GOOD" places are the hell because you might get even more stress.
Heard some people working until crazy is mostly of these kind of jobs because they are too stress. Although is office hours, but there are still a lot of things needed to do and also continue with all those stupid stuffs for/to meet clients and customers.
So are all these places really GOOD?!?!?!?
NOT AT ALL!!!
These places are "GOOD", not GOOD!!!
But why people still wanted those "GOOD" jobs?!?!?
Is because of that smelly and stupid money!!!
Although money is important for us as if we do not have money, we cannot do and buy anything.
BUT.....................................................
Because of money, then people become crazy.
Because of money, then people can just do not want their families and do with other stupid stuffs.
Because of money, then people will betray those love ones.
Because of money, ...................................................
MONEY ALSO RUIN EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE FUTURE IS JUST A SUCKER EVEN I HAVE A "WONDERFUL" LIFE!!!
THERE IS NO FUTURE FOR ME!!!
FUTURE IS BULL SHIT!!!
I do not know I can live until when, think for future for what?!?!?!?!?!?
When I heard somebody say future, I will just laugh - HAHAHAHA!!!
I DO NOT KNOW ABOUT MY FUTURE!!!
NO FUTURE FOR ME!!!